Out of the Darkness

Last night, I finally rid myself of the last of the things that were keeping me down, effectively bringing an end to the darkness I have been living in.

You couldn't imagine the intense sense of relief I felt at being able to finally feel a sense of freedom from the chains that bound me.

It's almost unimaginable how much my life has changed in a year...how much my mindset has changed in a year.

A year ago, I was embroiled within a couple of organizations I felt strongly about; I was ready to embrace my roles in these groups to the hilt; I had grand plans for the future based off of these organizations; and I was going to finally finish one of two novels I had in the works.

Halfway through the year, I realized that I was completely miserable. The organizations made me miserable; my hormones made me miserable; and I was tired of gaining and losing weight on a yo-yo while being unhealthy. So, I decided right then and there that things were going to change. And they did. I changed my entire life around in a year.

I've also realized that I'm so far removed from the two books I started a while back, that I'd rather do something different. Therefore, I'm going to work in earnest on a book that I started with a lone paragraph. It's fresh, it's new, it's different. Just like me.

I am ready to reclaim my life in a new and different direction. I'm back to the former me, only improved and a little different. I can't wait to begin again.

"Welcome back my friends, to the show that never ends.
We're so glad you could attend, come inside come inside."

-Emerson, Lake, and Palmer


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